[ It feels so much harder to let himself drown in his insecurity under these circumstances. With Roland's generosity, with his kind words, with his unshaken belief, his proximity to Inigo as their foreheads touch.
Of course it won't make it go away forever. The insecurity will sneak back - it always does, after all. But right now-- right now Inigo's heart just feels warm. It just wants to bury itself into this warmth and love and hide there forever from the rest of the world which feels so much colder. ]
Thank you.
[ That's all he says when Roland moves his head away. It sounds a little raw - because he's overwhelmed, feeling so many emotions that it feels like he'll cry, already feeling his eyes grow a little watery, though not in a bad way necessarily.
It's just-- just a gratitude that he can't even start putting properly into words.
He raises a hand, rubbing at his eyes before the water in them can spill into tears.
Honestly, maybe the best way he can explain to Roland how much the other's attitude and paternal care means to him is by just saying: ]
Mother.. Mother always made me feel this way too. [ Unconditionally supported, even when he wasn't sure he could live up to it. Even when he thought he wasn't worth it. ]
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Of course it won't make it go away forever. The insecurity will sneak back - it always does, after all. But right now-- right now Inigo's heart just feels warm. It just wants to bury itself into this warmth and love and hide there forever from the rest of the world which feels so much colder. ]
Thank you.
[ That's all he says when Roland moves his head away. It sounds a little raw - because he's overwhelmed, feeling so many emotions that it feels like he'll cry, already feeling his eyes grow a little watery, though not in a bad way necessarily.
It's just-- just a gratitude that he can't even start putting properly into words.
He raises a hand, rubbing at his eyes before the water in them can spill into tears.
Honestly, maybe the best way he can explain to Roland how much the other's attitude and paternal care means to him is by just saying: ]
Mother.. Mother always made me feel this way too. [ Unconditionally supported, even when he wasn't sure he could live up to it. Even when he thought he wasn't worth it. ]